Happy Birthday Dad. / Beverly Brown (Daughter) 
Hello Dad Well it is your Birthday today and you should be here to celebrate with us but you are not, I miss you so much, I miss seeing you, I miss talking to you, I miss shouting at you, I miss everything about you. Why did this happen? It is so unfair.
I am really trying to get on with my life Dad but it is so hard, people keep saying I should be over it by now but how do you ever get over it? I will never get over losing you, never. It will soon be Christmas and I couldn't care less to be honest, I just can't get into it, I haven't done a thing. Russ and Becky put the tree up on Sunday but I just didn't want to know, it's not the same anymore. I know I should make an effort but I can't, I just hate everything about it.
I really wish you were here Dad, I have no one to talk to anymore and when I do talk no one listens to me, at least you did listen to me. I know I am not the only one this has happened to but I just feel so alone, I'm stuck in this house day in and day out, it is driving me mad.
Anyway I hope you have a very 'Happy Birthday' Dad wherever you are, and always know that we love you and miss you more and more every day.
Love Bev Russ Becky And Miss Pag (Pig) xxxxx
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